In the silence of the night,
on this pretty pretty night,
All that's on my mind
is nothing but your pretty sight.
Pray i tried, and hope i might,
nothing more than a little hi.
All i wanted was your attention,
something that sets me in motion.
Blame you not i shall for ignoring,
but me myself for not initiating.
Shy to express my feelings,
makes me wonder if i'm a weakling.
Easy to say, hard to do.
Wonders how many feel the same too.
For it is the fear of rejection,
that really hinders my confession.
Lonely is how I feel,
To be here without you.
Foolish me they call,
But I just want to give you my all.
How complete is a night,
Without your pretty sight.
Come whatever may,
And fear not what others say.
For all I have to give,
Is the best gift I can ever give.
As I pen down my thoughts this night,
I wonder what you are doing on the other side.
Will there ever be me in your heart,
Or am I just thinking too much.
So each night I pray hard,
That one day, I might somehow hold a place in your hear
what we could have been, Tuesday, December 23, 2008.