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Tuesday, September 30, 2008

1. Genting trip cancel, but going to BoostZone to fix up my car and then sticker shop to redo all my stickers with Er Jie. Lunching at Carefoure jap restaurant.

2. New hair cut, short and BLACK! yes it look totally black for now [=

3. Saving money to change a new set of 15inch rim, soon.

Last but not least....

We're back together, Gunice.

It is not day, truly.

what we could have been, Tuesday, September 30, 2008.
Sunday, September 28, 2008

HAD MY FINAL HAIR CUT FROM MIKO TODAY!!!! as in, she's going back malaysia for maternity leave so had my hair done up with more 'kimchi' look! hahaha, so by the time she's back, it should be long enough!

Met up Mariah, Fat & FatgirlF for quick dinner before coming to work. Gosh i'm so dead tired, had my sleeping time wrong yesterday. Got home around 5 plus from Karaoke with er jie, bro & chen yang @ party world, nothing beats the funny group! HAR HAR~!~!

But, i woke up at 12 noon and start to mingle around at home till 8pm, went to bed, initially just wanted to take a "NAP" but was too tired to 'wait' so, literally slept till 8am today! Yeah, was awake since 8am till now. ** I'm WORKING now **, knocking off at 10am tomorrow. Gonna be so tired lah.

Anyway, thanks Er Jie for 'including' her on the trip to genting but i don't think its a wise idea to do so right now.

I think what Mother say is right, thanks Mom. I guess she'll know how important i look her upon in my heart now. Don't be treated like a sand, getting twist and turn around for fun.

what we could have been, Sunday, September 28, 2008.

Prepared

adjective
1.
made ready or fit or suitable beforehand; "a prepared statement"; "be prepared for emergencies" [ant: unprepared]
2.
having made preparations; "prepared to take risks" [syn: disposed]
3.
equipped or prepared with necessary intellectual resources; "graduates well equipped to handle such problems"; "equipped to be a scholar"


How prepared are you in life? Does this ever cross your life especially when you're missing or worrying for someone, your heart, mind, body and day becomes empty. It does for me somehow. But i'm sick and tired to feel that way, prolly. No, i'm not having menses.

Er Jie been emphasizing true friends or whatever are those catagorized, will only show their true color when situation arises.

Eg. Would you go all out just to make your bestie smile when he/she feeling down, would you take extra measure just to make sure he/she still living well? Advises we gave might not be what you really want but that's the way we want to you be, at least we find that its good for you at the moment.

I don't mind drinking, pubbing but just not clubbing! HAHAHHA i'm so not gonna pay for the entrance free for one free drinks. Thou the ladies are hot in there. Speaking of which, i can still remember those days when i often go Club because Da Jie ask mi to go, at least to look over those WOMEN incase they are wasted.

My best impression was at Devils Bar, the pole dancer 'invited' me up to dance with her but i rejected her, Da Jie and friends were like 'come'on, don't be a mood spoiler!' haha.

Those times when i frequent 'Discussion' with friends. But there are times when i went alone, drink with the boss and the girls who drank with me. It was hella fun, well at least the talk were [=

But... i stop going those places since mid-end last year, told myself i wanna settle down and those places i should stop going. It would not bring any good but misunderstanding. Sometimes i don't understand when people say, 'time will not only change enviroment but people as well', but now i do.




Love is an important factor in physical and emotional intimate relationships. Though the term is notoriously difficult to define, any thoughtful inquiry into the subject will show it to be qualitatively, not only quantitatively, different than liking, and the difference is not merely in the presence or absence of sexual attraction. According to one analysis, love in relationships is divided into two types: passionate and companionate. Passionate love is intense longing, and is often accompanied by physiological arousal (shortness of breath, rapid heart rate). Companionate love is affection and a feeling of intimacy and is not necessarily accompanied by physiological arousal.
People that are in an intimate relationship with one another are often called a couple, especially if the members of that couple have ascribed some degree of permanency to their relationship. Such couples often provide the emotional security that is necessary for them to accomplish other tasks, particularly forms of labor/work. A popular American phrase states: "Couples that work together, lurk together."

what we could have been, Sunday, September 28, 2008.
Thursday, September 25, 2008

i'm so looking forward to the KTV session with Sis, bro and friends!

Gotta head down Ecp collect stuff before going KTV. But there's our Axio meet up leh... I'm caught in the middle, ONCE AGAIN. I think i'm gonna stop by the Meet up before going down Karaoke with Sister.

Arg...

what we could have been, Thursday, September 25, 2008.
Wednesday, September 24, 2008

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BUDDYCLUB P.1 Racing Sf (Black/Yellow) 15
BUDDYCLUB P1 Racing II Plus (Gun Metalic) 15

ULTRA RACING Rear torsion beam, ARB, 4PB, TB

New Gauges 60mm !

BO LUI ARH!


- Racing Gear Knob $50 w/Box.
- iPAQ Hp rw6818 PocketPC [white] $200 w/Box
- Epson Printer & Scanner $110. Price differs if bought individually
- Lenovo y300 Laptop [Silver] $650 w/Box
- Apple iPOD shuffle [Silver] $50 standalone
- Apple iPOD Video 30GB [White] $280 w/Box
- EverGlide Titan Cloth Mouse Pad $30
- Razor eXactMat˜ Mouse Pad $80 [NEVER USE BEFORE, PRIZE PROCESSION]
- Playstation Portable Blue $150

Gamers Package $160+/- All item have not been used.
-Achieve 2.5"
Pocket Hard Drive.Suitable for 2.5" IDE hard disk drive.Interface: USB2.0 (Compatible with USB1.1 standards).
Transfer rate: Up to 480Mbps.USB mini receptable.
Operating System: Windows 98/2000/ME/Xp & Macintosh.Dimension: 122mm(L) x 73mm(W) x 21mm(H)

-Aztech 802.11B/G Broandband Router
.Wireless Standard Compatibility.128-BIT WEP.NAT/SPI Firewall
.Auto Sensing & MDI/MDI-X-BELKIN SpeedPad n52te Tournament Edition
.Powered by Razer˜.Personalize multiple player profiles for all your games
.razer synapse˜ onboard memory enables plug and play versatility with no additional software installation
.unparalleled customization tools for intuitive setup and performance
.3 year product warranty

-PC DVD ROM P R E Y
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what we could have been, Wednesday, September 24, 2008.

all humans deserve a second chance, so does you and me.

how well can human treasure and cherish this chance over again, only time will tell.



It is not day.

what we could have been, Wednesday, September 24, 2008.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008

feeling so tired whenever i drop to night shift. literally had to pull myself up from bed, shrugs. Luckily i had done my shower before i head to bed after dinner! HAHAH... its just a small secret between you and me ok, cause i rushed down to work right when i wake up!!! OH OH! After i brush my teeth that is, but without shower haha.

Met up with some old friends recently, Shi min, Jin Wen and lots.. And met a new friend call Emilia!

HAHAHA NOT FORGETTING MY BELOVED LAME ER JIE [=



"Be it a rebounce or not, time will definately close up the gap between two. But, once mutal trust between two shattered, it takes alot of effort to heal the gap. Effort is the word."


okok, some updates in life. Been reading up alot about astrology, after reading an email regarding the size of the planet. It is so INTERESTING LAH? Imagine Sun isn't the largest solar out there, and Jupiter is so much bigger than Earth when Earth is bigger than other solar.. !

My vision getting blurred out especially my left eye recently, been seeing double or totally blur. Very dangerous especially on the road, going to visit the optical shop this thursday! Hopefully i didn't get any degree from this. I can't wear spec!

Was caught beating red light on 6th Sep morning while searching for present with Mabel. Bah, 12 points + $200. Mother said this, "i know that time you are not in the best mood to do anything, so i won't be surprise but please don't repeat the same mistake again". YES I KNOW MOTHER, just stop repeating, i need to chill. !


Anticipating our Genting trip with Er jie and her friends haha.. damn cool! HURRY HURRY COME.. ah before that, i think i gotta go take my bag and ipod from Eunice, i assume the bus journey would be long! NEED SOME MUSIC MAN!!

Sunshine is sick!! ]=

ok, this post is totally rubbish-ed

what we could have been, Tuesday, September 23, 2008.
Tuesday, September 16, 2008


what we could have been, Tuesday, September 16, 2008.
Monday, September 15, 2008

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pke-IIU7cus 古巨基 - 情歌王

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NtvuSneHeog&feature=related 古巨基 - 情歌王

what we could have been, Monday, September 15, 2008.

was he wrong trying to change her to someone better for her own good? why didn't he change her heart which belongs to him forever.

he knows he once asked her to move on if she see anyone else better along the way, because he know she will not but this is the only way he could get assurance from her. Because he find it harder to say, 'baby, you won't leave me right? You'll love me forever till old, till we have white hairs on top of our head as we stroll along the beach in the morning'. JUST BECAUSE HE IS NOT THE EXPRESSIVE TYPE TO DO SO AND HE FIND IT SO MUSHY, that's why he didn't.

seeing her change days over days, hurt him throughly. she told him, he had changed but he did not, the one who changed was her. He was still the one she love and the one that loves her. He knows she's still the one he loves, and, maybe she still know, that, he's the one she love.



i was once told, that you love the way i am and do not ever change at all. i do not wish to put up any fake acts along the days we had because i'm afraid that you might question yourself, 'how exactly is he like?'.

We been thru so much ups and downs, just because i want to make our relationship stronger after each wave. I even wanted us to go ROM soon once we settle down on your side.

Marriage isn't something to joke around about. So is relationship before marriage.

1 year plus is just so short lived, our first anniversary, which was the first and the last. Your birthday celebration i had for you last year and my birthday was the first and the last too. I told you before, that i will make up your birthday celebration for last year when you had to rush for time.

I think of the days we had when i'm alone, i think of the love we had when i'm lost. But, I just can't help to think that, we can't be loved by each any more. Baby, I admit i've made a mistake, i'm sorry for the way of loving from me couldn't reach to you fast enough for you to realize.

Remember the human course? Remember our Luge-Ride? Remember our first movie, transformer? Remember the way you love snaping picture of me & you in my room secretly?

You say i don't express out myself, because this is me. But for you, just you. I'm changing for the better, like how i always told you to change to the better to keep our lovin' go stronger!

I LOVE YOU, BABY [=

what we could have been, Monday, September 15, 2008.
Wednesday, September 10, 2008

I've decided to go do some Charity on 20th this month.

Basically just drive around those helpers to send hampers to those needys. A whole day event, hopefully i can get off for that day..


just wish that God will lighten my punishment..



Been repeating Leo Ku's - 勁歌金曲2 情歌王, some how it sum up some things and i won't deny that it did stir up some emotion in me. Yes i'm emotional, EMOTIONAL GUY! HAHAHAH that's Guni for you.

Well, thanks Freda mei.. Guess it's like a return graditute huh? Many years ago, i was there for you when you're in the deepest dwell.

what we could have been, Wednesday, September 10, 2008.
Monday, September 08, 2008

how would you feel when you know you can't do anything except 'waiting and believing' and nothing else more you could do in life?

I'll do what you told me, wait.


Each day is like a living torment.


Everybody live their life with script and the world is their stage.

what we could have been, Monday, September 08, 2008.
Tuesday, September 02, 2008

my life has reach a crash course. a real bad crash, because i didn't steer to the route i wanted and let it auto pilot.

I had the hardest driving moment in my life on wednesday morning after sending Jason, Mary and 2nd Sis Qi home after Karaoke. I had to keep myself awake and all, after sending 2nd Sis Qi home, i literally drove being half awake. I nearly hit onto the barrier after exiting Pie to Eunos, damn i'm too tired.

Reach home around 3.30am, went bed and had one super long sleep and dream. I dreamt of what's happening around me, both of them happily. And i woke up after that at around 2pm, telling myself. 'Dreams are suppose to be the reverse of what's in reality', but, reality shows its cruelity. [=

Went back to sleep a while later and i dreamt that i've got a younger sister, she looks like Hazel! Well, she almost had the same character as her, or i could say its really her. And i wonder, if i really got a younger sister, will she be like her? Bubbly type while i'm more to the everything just keep it to me and bear all guilt. Man, i wish i really got a sister or sibling. Probably i could get all this over with even faster.. The dream is so warming, it goes something like.. Reach home after school, change into something comfy and enter her room and talk to her.

Me: mei, what you doing?
Dream Sis: just listening to song, wassup?
Me: need some help, glad i still have you by my side.
Dream sis: what's wrong, tell me if you feel like to...
Me: *blah blah blah blah*
Dream sis: don't worry, i'll still be your lovely sister, and you'll be my dearly brother no matter what happen.
*hug*

wow, isn't that warming? well, at least for me. Speaking of which, i supposed to have a younger brother, but... i'm a murderer.. If he's around he should be few years younger than me, probably 17-19 this year. IF HE'S AROUND, i won't be this lonely, pathetic or sad. Sometimes i think i just need someone to be by my side. Someone very close, since i got communication problem with my mom, and she's the only kin i have left. I'm such a failure, in all aspect. In friendship, as son, and even in relationship. I'M A MURDERER.

Thanks to those who stand by me this few days, especially mabel, tim, mel, wen, jo, kawei, kahlun, jeffrey, Da Jie, Er Jie, mother & my late dad.

Thanks daddy for listening to your son's grumble and grief. Sorry for i still have to let you worry even after you left us. Daddy, i love you and i still treat you like a father no matter what happened before, sorry i didn't have a courage to tell you how much i love you and grateful to have you in my life. Perhaps i'm not good in expressing out myself. I'll always remember your teachings, for whoever i am now today is all thanks to your guidance, i appreciate it. Love you Dad!

Life's hard but you only live once, live without regret.

what we could have been, Tuesday, September 02, 2008.

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