Wednesday, October 22, 2008
MY BACK FUCKING PAIN.
SITO DRIVING MI TO HOSPITAL FOR CHECK UP LATER.
I CAN'T EVEN WALK OR DRIVE NOW -.-'
SITO DRIVING MI TO HOSPITAL FOR CHECK UP LATER.
I CAN'T EVEN WALK OR DRIVE NOW -.-'
what we could have been, Wednesday, October 22, 2008.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
met up with jeff, andrew, vr and vr's friends and er jie for supper at jln kayu. but tired was the word to describe yesterday.
stayed at work place still 12 waiting for cai to reach, then meet Vanessa to update my policy, she said out of trouble for meet at J8 cause its near to us.
Reach home at around 4pm, ate lunch slept at 6pm, woke up at 7.30pm. Rushed out go fetch Sis hq and meet up with the rest. That explains why i was so tired
But i had one very weird dream, i was at Malacca with the rest. Cool, and there was Hebe & Yinning. [=
So tired of it, somehow Vanessa was the only one to ask mi to savage the problem.
Whatever it is, 'some pain still lurks even after recovery'. Freda sis, take care too huh. [=
My back hurts alot alot alot, it hurts even when i try to turn to my side while sleeping. Shit!!!
stayed at work place still 12 waiting for cai to reach, then meet Vanessa to update my policy, she said out of trouble for meet at J8 cause its near to us.
Reach home at around 4pm, ate lunch slept at 6pm, woke up at 7.30pm. Rushed out go fetch Sis hq and meet up with the rest. That explains why i was so tired
But i had one very weird dream, i was at Malacca with the rest. Cool, and there was Hebe & Yinning. [=
So tired of it, somehow Vanessa was the only one to ask mi to savage the problem.
Whatever it is, 'some pain still lurks even after recovery'. Freda sis, take care too huh. [=
My back hurts alot alot alot, it hurts even when i try to turn to my side while sleeping. Shit!!!
what we could have been, Thursday, October 16, 2008.
Saturday, October 11, 2008
accompanied baby to do her medicure with Mabel, Gin & Hian and then to Mel's & Imel's house for steam boat. And played game of life after eating, gosh. Was so tired.
Received an sms from NSportal, from 09/04/2009 0800hrs to 04/05/2009 2359 hrs, a total of 26.0 days overseas training.
Fun day for all, especially for my chong yin zhi, got herself nail extension and french medicure.. ay i don't know if its the right way to call it.
Received an sms from NSportal, from 09/04/2009 0800hrs to 04/05/2009 2359 hrs, a total of 26.0 days overseas training.
Fun day for all, especially for my chong yin zhi, got herself nail extension and french medicure.. ay i don't know if its the right way to call it.
what we could have been, Saturday, October 11, 2008.
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
It's All Coming Back To Me Now
There were nmights when the wind was so cold
That my body froze in bed
If i just listened to it
Right outside the window
There were days when the sun was so cruel
That all the tears turned to dust
And I just knew my eyes were
Drying up forever
I finished crying in the instant that you left
And I can't remember where or when or how
And i banished every memory you and i had ever made
But when you touch me like this
And you hold me like that
I just have to admit
That it's all coming back to me
When I touch you like this
And I hold you like that
It's so hard to believe but
It's all coming back to me
It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now
There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things I'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than any laws allow
Baby baby
If I kiss you like this
And if you whisper like that
It was lost long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you want me like this
And if you need me like that
It was dead long ago
But it's all coming back to me
It's so hard to resist
And it's all coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now
But it's all coming back
There were those empty threats and hollow lies
And whenever you tried to hurt me
I just hurt you even worse
And so much deeper
There were hours that just went on for days
When alone at we'd count up all the chances
That were lost to us forever
But you were history with the slamming of the door
And I made myself so strong again somehow
And I never wasted any of my time on you since then
But if I touch you like this
And if you kiss me like that
It was so long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you touch me like this
And if I kiss you like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now
There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things we'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than all your laws allow
Baby, baby, baby
When you touch me like this
And when you hold me like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
Then we see what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's coming back to me now
If you forgive me all this
If i forgive you all that
We forgive and forget
And it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when i see you like that
We see just what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming to me
I can barely recall but it's all coming back to me now
(It's all coming back to me now)
And when you kiss me like this
(It's all coming back to me now)
And when I touch you like that
(It's all coming back to me now)
If you do it like this (It's all coming back to me now)
And if we..
There were nmights when the wind was so cold
That my body froze in bed
If i just listened to it
Right outside the window
There were days when the sun was so cruel
That all the tears turned to dust
And I just knew my eyes were
Drying up forever
I finished crying in the instant that you left
And I can't remember where or when or how
And i banished every memory you and i had ever made
But when you touch me like this
And you hold me like that
I just have to admit
That it's all coming back to me
When I touch you like this
And I hold you like that
It's so hard to believe but
It's all coming back to me
It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now
There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things I'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than any laws allow
Baby baby
If I kiss you like this
And if you whisper like that
It was lost long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you want me like this
And if you need me like that
It was dead long ago
But it's all coming back to me
It's so hard to resist
And it's all coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now
But it's all coming back
There were those empty threats and hollow lies
And whenever you tried to hurt me
I just hurt you even worse
And so much deeper
There were hours that just went on for days
When alone at we'd count up all the chances
That were lost to us forever
But you were history with the slamming of the door
And I made myself so strong again somehow
And I never wasted any of my time on you since then
But if I touch you like this
And if you kiss me like that
It was so long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you touch me like this
And if I kiss you like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now
There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things we'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than all your laws allow
Baby, baby, baby
When you touch me like this
And when you hold me like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
Then we see what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's coming back to me now
If you forgive me all this
If i forgive you all that
We forgive and forget
And it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when i see you like that
We see just what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming to me
I can barely recall but it's all coming back to me now
(It's all coming back to me now)
And when you kiss me like this
(It's all coming back to me now)
And when I touch you like that
(It's all coming back to me now)
If you do it like this (It's all coming back to me now)
And if we..
Labels: I was taught how to love again by you.
what we could have been, Wednesday, October 08, 2008.
Used to be that I believed in something
Used to be that I believed in love
It's been a long time since I've had that feeling
I could love someone
I could trust someone
I said I'd never let nobody near my heart again darlin'
I said I'd never let nobody in
But if you asked me to
I just might change my mind
And let you in my life, forever
If you asked me to
I just might give you my heart
And stay here in your arms forever
If you asked me to
If you asked me to..
Somehow ever since I've been around you
Can't go back to being on my own
Can't help feeling darling since
I've found you
That I've found my home
That I'm finally home
I said I'd never let nobody get too close to me darling
I said I needed, needed to be free
(But if you asked me too...)
Ask me to, I will give my world to you baby
I need you now
Ask me to, I'll do anything for you baby, for you baby
If you asked me to
I'd let you in my life forever
If you asked me to
Labels: Its all coming back to me
what we could have been, Wednesday, October 08, 2008.
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
Happy
1. delighted, pleased, or glad, as over a particular thing: to be happy to see a person.
2. characterized by or indicative of pleasure, contentment, or joy: a happy mood; a happy frame of mind.
3. favored by fortune; fortunate or lucky: a happy, fruitful land.
4. apt or felicitous, as actions, utterances, or ideas.
5. obsessed by or quick to use the item indicated (usually used in combination): a trigger-happy gangster. Everybody is gadget-happy these days.
I don't feel happy. Why? Fool, i am.
Perhaps you'll get what i mean, i miss the tenderness, i miss the feel, i miss your touch, i miss your misses, i miss your kisses & i miss your love alot, alot.
Doomed. Hope you like what i've planned for you tonight, 07/10/2008. I meant it by what i say, i'll celebrate your birthday for you every year, at least for this year. Happy, smiles and love from the depth of you is what i really want.
Because this very heart is thumping for you, don't let it stop, please.
-angel eyes, how many lies are there in your eyes.
what we could have been, Tuesday, October 07, 2008.
Saturday, October 04, 2008
eating the cheese cake you bought for mi while blogging now. [=
I feel so useless siah, staying in Eunos but don't know how to get home from Katong after K-ing with Fat, Fat girlF & co just now. So i took a bus and stop near the petrol station and walked home. As i promised, i won't anyhow spend money, no taxi [=
TOMORROW GOTTA WAKE UP AT 5AM TO GO WORK! AHHHHHHHHHHH, STARTING WORK EARLY TILL 10pm haiz.. so tiring, but come to think of it. She's coming over my work place then staying over for 2 days, happy!
Requested same off days as her, then Zijian reminded mi something i wouldn't even want to remind myself, i gotta work 5 days straight Wednesday onwards. ARH!! can't wait till tomorrow night.
I feel so useless siah, staying in Eunos but don't know how to get home from Katong after K-ing with Fat, Fat girlF & co just now. So i took a bus and stop near the petrol station and walked home. As i promised, i won't anyhow spend money, no taxi [=
TOMORROW GOTTA WAKE UP AT 5AM TO GO WORK! AHHHHHHHHHHH, STARTING WORK EARLY TILL 10pm haiz.. so tiring, but come to think of it. She's coming over my work place then staying over for 2 days, happy!
Requested same off days as her, then Zijian reminded mi something i wouldn't even want to remind myself, i gotta work 5 days straight Wednesday onwards. ARH!! can't wait till tomorrow night.
Labels: appreciation
what we could have been, Saturday, October 04, 2008.
Friday, October 03, 2008
Is this what i'm getting in exchange for what i wanted 1 month ago? If is true, just give mi all, give mi the best of it and i'll work hard to fight back what suppose to be mine. They say, He'll give,but taking away something in return.
Just receive call from Mommy that i can't drive from tomorrow onwards. A****** Insurance Company stop insuring us anymore. Which means, until we get another new Insurance Company, i have to resort to public transport.
Damn, and i have to come work by 6AM this sunday, how am i gonna wake up so early to take public transport. I know of another way, but its kinda impossible. Shrugs...
-Malaysia trip cancelled
-Er Jie wasted money to go down SIR Building get her passport done, i'm sorry.
-No transport to spin around with Eunice.
-Tuesday will be a mess.
GUNI KOH, JIA YOU. WORK HARD FOR IT, I MUST FIGHT FOR MY OWN STUFF! BY SITTING AND WAITING FOR MIRACLE TO HAPPEN, IT WILL NOT! HEHEHEHE..
WHEN THERES A WILL, THERE WILL BE A WAY!
Just receive call from Mommy that i can't drive from tomorrow onwards. A****** Insurance Company stop insuring us anymore. Which means, until we get another new Insurance Company, i have to resort to public transport.
Damn, and i have to come work by 6AM this sunday, how am i gonna wake up so early to take public transport. I know of another way, but its kinda impossible. Shrugs...
-Malaysia trip cancelled
-Er Jie wasted money to go down SIR Building get her passport done, i'm sorry.
-No transport to spin around with Eunice.
-Tuesday will be a mess.
GUNI KOH, JIA YOU. WORK HARD FOR IT, I MUST FIGHT FOR MY OWN STUFF! BY SITTING AND WAITING FOR MIRACLE TO HAPPEN, IT WILL NOT! HEHEHEHE..
WHEN THERES A WILL, THERE WILL BE A WAY!
what we could have been, Friday, October 03, 2008.
Waking up early is very hard, but receiving breakfast from dearest simply brighten up my day! THANKS LOVELY! <3
Breadful day huh.. [=
Breadful day huh.. [=
Labels: Lucky boy
what we could have been, Friday, October 03, 2008.
Thursday, October 02, 2008
Had a great yesterday with Zhi.
She finished one can of Cream Of Corn, BY HERSELF. God! Such appetite haha..
Finally played fireworks with her, smiles on her face means i've complete my task hahaha!!
Anyway, i was telling her about Harry Potter thing and there she goes with this pose. -.-'
what we could have been, Thursday, October 02, 2008.
