Saturday, October 29, 2005
was bitched by a bitch few days back! oh my gunis.. so fucked. haiz.. been thinking of her these few days, and actually dreamt of her yesterday.. but, am i doing the right thing? hhaahah...
been thinking of how should i "construct" my new room too! so troublesome haha
what we could have been, Saturday, October 29, 2005.
took cab to Copthorne Hotel this morning, was attached to this sort of PA course at there as they are helding a event for those peeps who pump millions and millions of dollar into NDP 2006(taken as from what i had been told) so those PA ppl will be there and we are to "leech" skill from them. Its really a quite grand event, so many big f**k people came down, had performance from SAF mediacorp including Ben Yeo, singapore idol contestant. Drummers and a MC whose name is Rosaline? hahaa... Her english is good!Oh my, the lunch was SWEET! yummys.. had alot alot alot of dessert. And for a while i stare blankly at the custard cake thinking if i should go for dessert course, hmmmm.. haha. Not forgetting taking back a thumbdrive as something to remember this very day haha...Went to CGH after that to see Ah gong, while.. stay there for like 5 min all wanted to go off. Barry sent mi home first before driving the rest of 'em to Central. Went to see doctor about my stomach problem, and asked about my eye stuff. One stupid ljb he gave me and a crack peabrain answer. = forget it, hahaha.. OH OH!! i saw Subaru Imprezza WRX type R version VI coupe 2 door, scale 26:1 i think. Ask the boss whether he could save it for me till next month i come and buy, yes he said. ...hopefullywent to the coffeeshop to buy noodle for mom, and when i pass by the first few tables. I saw a girl's back view which resembles mi of her, and i stood there blank again. Until her friend stared at me. i took my glance off and went off the buy noodle. haiz.. i'm lost. Adeline said something, "
u noe how it feels to be separated frm the one u truly love rite." I don't know what to say, i can't remember the feeling, i'm numb? should be! gezzz, think i should go play game and stop thinking so much! yeahz!
what we could have been, Monday, October 24, 2005.
gosh, i'm so tired. Another typical sunday, staying home almost whole day. Went to Jy's house to take disc then nearby his house t
here's this shoe fair, bought a pair of sandals for $10!... then off to the bubble tea shop, green tea chocolate! yums.. had dry ramen and rojak! cut my hair too for later PA course at Copthorne Hotel... almost one full working hour day..
my eyes are closing soon.. oh yeah, something that cheers me up just now. Mom came home telling mi that she went to take a look at our new flat at Eunos. Frankfully, i'm quite anxious bout it.. new room, new enviourment and stuffs. NEW FURNITURE! hahaha.. had already think about what to buy.. buy she still pondering whether to sell or not, as this house is bigger!!! way much much bigger! although it looks the same to me.. = Anyways, she also tell me that in another week or two, ah ma and ah gong will be moving over and stay with us as ah gong is getting in his age and abit weak now from what the doctor had told 'em. And a maid is coming around November. = gosh, suddenly our house is lively. lol...
ah ma surely cook alot of good food, damn i'll be fat again! err i'm always fat, ya.. hee.. haiz, i wanna slim down again! i can't believe it that my arms actually cannot support my weight now, doing few push ups giving mi trouble liao.. so weak >_<...
what we could have been, Monday, October 24, 2005.
i'm so tired. Had training today, didn't really performed well = sad. Spot so many pretty ladies! ahahhahaa... Mom called mi just now saying the HDB board has approved, next year we're moving to Eunos le!!! She asked mi to pick which storey and of course, 10th. My favourite number, anyways, what has favourite number got to do with it lolz..
Ya, i'm very anxious of it... i can finally have a good room. Hopefully with a aircon, new com, new funiture and new PAINTING! hahaha... don't know what to do now, source le then dota then go sleep. not bad, good idea! oh! I LOVE MYSELF!
what we could have been, Sunday, October 23, 2005.
finally i'm home after 1,2,3.... 4 days in camp! hahahahaha.. and just change a skin for my blog. Nice? you be the judge! haha.. i'm so famish, mother gonna cook chicken rice later.. hmm, or should i say yumm! hahaha.. don't be picky over food, this reminded mi of the dream i had yesterday!
Some uncles trying to "hiam" this "hiam" that, and i freaking stood up from the table and blew my top at them! fierce = well, actually... i over slept, supposed to meet Davide to condamn the projector. End up gonna ask him to come down and pass the BER cert to Msg. Ho on monday.
Oh ya!!! monday i gotta go some hotel near Zouk, very near Zouk they say to learn how to do PA! my gawd!!! check out the attire... Red polo, Smart Shoe, no snickers! hahaha..
Going to jy's house to take d2 cd =D
what we could have been, Friday, October 21, 2005.
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
been watching this show whenever i'm doing COS... finally it has captured my heart and i'm yearning for the vcd. I think mom would like this show too, i suppose. Did dad took the stairway to heaven too? Let us reveal when its time for us to take the stairs, shan't we.
Time check, 11:39. Time for me to sleep, CO having talk with us tomorrow at 8am, and it means that i don't have duty rest. Damnit, speaking of which, i'm on duty on Thursday again! Haaha, one brought his own greed and deed, he will be repaid in everyway! But not this way! hahaha.....
Sometime, yeah just sometimes i feel so lost. I just don't know what should i do or what to do. And the feeling of something's missing is greatly gunned in me. I totally have no idea what's missing out in my life, or i've missed out something. Truely, i do miss her. But, i know even time couldn't be our match made. Heaven knows, we could only be friend, or am i even so called friend to her? =D Why do we ponders over such stupid relationship thingy? Ain't it supposed to be the most perfect of perfection.
Watched Final Fantasy 7 Advent Children today, is there such thing called life stream in reality? Is there such places called, Forbidden Place and Forgotten Land? I would want to go there. Haaaha. simply, life is a bored.
The bomb inside of me is ticking, means time to sleep already! Snores*
what we could have been, Wednesday, October 19, 2005.