Monday, August 28, 2006
went century square's monsoon to ask for the hair cut price.. freaking $156++ !!!!!!!!!! cut, straighten & coloring! OH MY GUNIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahah end up playing initial D, using stock car. Surprisingly, someone challenged me using a tuned one.. That kid is so lame lohz, chose irohazaka down wet using his evo 4 with boost on. Luckily i eat all the linings, then he chose the new map which i never learn how the road lining is! Luckily i won again!!!!! LOL, $1 for 2 games! power! Then another challenger comes, he did the bunta car for stock. He picked Akina uphill dry, he's the new type of player. Which i mean do the feint drift type, playing with gear box and steer lock. But i won. lol!!!!!!!! Then i kana the 3 consecutive wins, i remember last time was 5 lohz! Put another coin in, and he took out his spirit type R level 15, i forgot the course name liao. Long time no play, luckily i cut across him at the cross section. lol...
Went to coffeebean for team talk. Finally got some conculsion after so many days of brain storming!!!!!! Glad man..
Went to coffeebean for team talk. Finally got some conculsion after so many days of brain storming!!!!!! Glad man..
what we could have been, Monday, August 28, 2006.
Friday, August 25, 2006
ARGGGGGGGG TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!! Took sherly's hair band and played with it, and my crazyness has left mi ended up like this.. lol
Did some cock stuff today, tot my final theory is 10.30pm as shown on my phone schedule list. Took cab there reach around 10.40, then i see the whole school like close le. And then i realise, WHY SHOULD THEY WORK TILL SO LATE! And the test was actually in the morning, some how or another i wrote pm. haiz... what's up with me!
Did some cock stuff today, tot my final theory is 10.30pm as shown on my phone schedule list. Took cab there reach around 10.40, then i see the whole school like close le. And then i realise, WHY SHOULD THEY WORK TILL SO LATE! And the test was actually in the morning, some how or another i wrote pm. haiz... what's up with me!
what we could have been, Friday, August 25, 2006.
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Did chocolate Ecliar today, then i saw the cute girl from other class today. Was standing behind mi all along!!!!!! After completing my stuff, i saw what they were doing. Soft frying some pan cake shape thingy, at first by the colour, i tot was eggs then i gather the rest to guess how much they gonna do. The whole 'substance' in the bigbigbig bowl is so much!! Then i ask her, "eh, how many eggs you all doing ar?" She turn and reply me, "this's not egg, its crepes!" hahahah fucking pai seh siahz.. Then i think ming hao or someone said some bullshit crap then she like replied back in the same manner also hahaha.. Damn key yan.
The group search at IMM wasn't interesting, but somehow i manage to create some fun and interesting for myself, which is.......... SHOPPING! Bought soba, seafood soup & clam chowder. Just ate the soba, not bad.. Just short of some seaweeds! Went partyworld with huiwen & winnie after that... throat pain! hahahahah....
Feeling so tired, felt asleep in train then i woke up at kallang saw so many lady looking at me! wah i lyka bo chup and went back sleep lol....
The group search at IMM wasn't interesting, but somehow i manage to create some fun and interesting for myself, which is.......... SHOPPING! Bought soba, seafood soup & clam chowder. Just ate the soba, not bad.. Just short of some seaweeds! Went partyworld with huiwen & winnie after that... throat pain! hahahahah....
Feeling so tired, felt asleep in train then i woke up at kallang saw so many lady looking at me! wah i lyka bo chup and went back sleep lol....
what we could have been, Tuesday, August 22, 2006.
Monday, August 21, 2006
JUMP! i think this word is my only fighting spirit to let my leg get back to normal soon. Went back Hai sing after school today, supposingly to look for Miss Soh my previous form teacher but can't find her! End up i went to D&T room and talk cock with Mr. Sahari, stayed till around 4.30 and wanted to take train back together, i saw Hong Da walking towards canteen wearing volleyball jersey. Smile was found on my face, i wanted to go up hall and watch, but i don't know any of them! Luckily Ziming was there. But, i can't run. Only did some service ball and pick ball, haiz.. so sad lohz.. my favourite sport yet i can't play, wonder when will my fucking leg fully recover.
If i would have know, i wouldn't have gone to the surgery lohz, abit regretted now. Haiz..
If i would have know, i wouldn't have gone to the surgery lohz, abit regretted now. Haiz..
what we could have been, Monday, August 21, 2006.
Sunday, August 20, 2006
bored!! finally can go back school tomorow.............................................. girlfriend!
what we could have been, Sunday, August 20, 2006.
Friday, August 18, 2006
this few days stomach keep troubling me, i think my IBS is back! hahahahaha... every after meal must go 'wash' out, luckily i'm at home if not damn pai seh siahz outside.
what we could have been, Friday, August 18, 2006.
Friday, August 11, 2006
May Baby!!
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High-spirited.
Its kinda true... but i need some motivation, i don't really have much sickness in the ear & neck, good imagination is my proud! lol... i got bad physical, and really weak breathing.. i kinda like literature thou i never went for any lession for it, and arts, its beautiful! I don't really like to travel, but i like being at home O_O! Very restless, and as for children wise.. hahahhahaahhaha
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High-spirited.
Its kinda true... but i need some motivation, i don't really have much sickness in the ear & neck, good imagination is my proud! lol... i got bad physical, and really weak breathing.. i kinda like literature thou i never went for any lession for it, and arts, its beautiful! I don't really like to travel, but i like being at home O_O! Very restless, and as for children wise.. hahahhahaahhaha
what we could have been, Friday, August 11, 2006.
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
happy national day! Today is the only day which all of us got the same birthday date, agree?
Yesterday dream was abit special.. I was back in some school, inside the hall. And alot of people were there, and the admin were trying to select some of us to participate in something, which i forgot already hahha.. So i poke my nose into my group leader, i ask her who she chose, and helped her out end up missing the final slot.
I woke up and went back to sleep again, dreamt back the same thing! This time was the second selection! I went to search high and low for my group leader, apparently, there are color to signify which group we belongs to, end up the group leader was Kelly! Not Kelly Poon, but the Kelly back in my primary school days. Ya i think i was chosen.. After the school thing, school end and i was outside Shatec... weird, was walking infront and i heard two girls giggling behind me. Turn back and i recognise one of them, i think she's call yan ling. So i purposely make a run about, and i tap on her shoulder. She turn around and she's Cindy! WTF, when i say people changes, they really do! Also back in my primary school days.
Walked to a nearby coffeeshop and she says she likes that particular curry puff alot, its damn HUGE for a curry puff, more like a chicken cutlet. Guess what, i turn around after paying money and she's gone! Poof! just like that, not a single trace.
Haha, what a dream... Tomorrow's my physio therapy day! Hope the movie 'marathon' is on, (= !
Yesterday dream was abit special.. I was back in some school, inside the hall. And alot of people were there, and the admin were trying to select some of us to participate in something, which i forgot already hahha.. So i poke my nose into my group leader, i ask her who she chose, and helped her out end up missing the final slot.
I woke up and went back to sleep again, dreamt back the same thing! This time was the second selection! I went to search high and low for my group leader, apparently, there are color to signify which group we belongs to, end up the group leader was Kelly! Not Kelly Poon, but the Kelly back in my primary school days. Ya i think i was chosen.. After the school thing, school end and i was outside Shatec... weird, was walking infront and i heard two girls giggling behind me. Turn back and i recognise one of them, i think she's call yan ling. So i purposely make a run about, and i tap on her shoulder. She turn around and she's Cindy! WTF, when i say people changes, they really do! Also back in my primary school days.
Walked to a nearby coffeeshop and she says she likes that particular curry puff alot, its damn HUGE for a curry puff, more like a chicken cutlet. Guess what, i turn around after paying money and she's gone! Poof! just like that, not a single trace.
Haha, what a dream... Tomorrow's my physio therapy day! Hope the movie 'marathon' is on, (= !
what we could have been, Wednesday, August 09, 2006.
Saturday, August 05, 2006
dreamt of it again, (=.. somehow, i find that. Its enough for mi already, just like that. I don't want more of it, just like that is more than enough for me. Unlike others said, i'd rather stay like this. Cause i know of my capability, cannot means cannot.
There's 2 type of person in this world for me, one is able to give you what you want. Which means, you can actually see it, touch it, smell it or even taste it. The other one is only let you feel like it, maybe visible but not to your touch. A fairy tale like one. Agree? hahahah
Yesterday asked mom to buy some cake back, suddenly just got craving for cake! She bought chocolate fudge, die lahz, this is so fattening. I tot she'll buy those fruit cakes.
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When i woke up just now, got the urge to go toilet and ease myself, then miracle happened! I tried 'walking' to toilet, YES I DID IT! but, not really full foot on ground, just quick steps. arg, pain )=..
There's 2 type of person in this world for me, one is able to give you what you want. Which means, you can actually see it, touch it, smell it or even taste it. The other one is only let you feel like it, maybe visible but not to your touch. A fairy tale like one. Agree? hahahah
Yesterday asked mom to buy some cake back, suddenly just got craving for cake! She bought chocolate fudge, die lahz, this is so fattening. I tot she'll buy those fruit cakes.
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When i woke up just now, got the urge to go toilet and ease myself, then miracle happened! I tried 'walking' to toilet, YES I DID IT! but, not really full foot on ground, just quick steps. arg, pain )=..
what we could have been, Saturday, August 05, 2006.
Thursday, August 03, 2006
took cab to school just for one test! Climbing up the stairs was a night mare for mi, so many pairs of eyes looking at me, oh my gunis! Well, fair enough, i don't think i'll pass the test with high marks. I didn't really study much yesterday, sitting down also another problem. So troublesome! Even sleeping is causing much problem, i only managed to get to sleep at around 2am, when i tried at around 11-12pm. End up sleeping on the floor, with some stupid position... Manage to doze off for a while.. Feel lyka handicap person.
Went home after the test, cannot tarhan another 4 floor of climbing up and down for next few lessons. I think i'll stay home and concertrate on getting well first then i go back school, better this way bahz.. Just feel so thirsty these few days, and my taste bud. All medication! hahahah, pathetic...
Told my maid to open the shells of longang for mi to eat, and then i realise why she is taking so long. I forgot to tell her SOME of the longangs, end up bringing in one big bowl of longang for me, see it for yourself! hahahahhahaha like tappoles!
Few days back, i sorta told Adna le. And today she asked about it! Well, of course i told her everything, i'm not good in keeping my expressions. Arh, what ever it is.. (= i'm still happy
Went home after the test, cannot tarhan another 4 floor of climbing up and down for next few lessons. I think i'll stay home and concertrate on getting well first then i go back school, better this way bahz.. Just feel so thirsty these few days, and my taste bud. All medication! hahahah, pathetic...
Told my maid to open the shells of longang for mi to eat, and then i realise why she is taking so long. I forgot to tell her SOME of the longangs, end up bringing in one big bowl of longang for me, see it for yourself! hahahahhahaha like tappoles!
Few days back, i sorta told Adna le. And today she asked about it! Well, of course i told her everything, i'm not good in keeping my expressions. Arh, what ever it is.. (= i'm still happy
what we could have been, Thursday, August 03, 2006.
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
oh! i change my bandage today, look much smaller but still, a bandage there.. lol. you know, its like.. like a bandage?
Thanks to 'you', i'm smiling now. (=
Thanks to 'you', i'm smiling now. (=
a 'momento' to keep me moving! A page of gambatte!
what we could have been, Wednesday, August 02, 2006.
PAIN PAIN PAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGG......... starts to ponder how do wear pants and shoe back school tomorrow, oh my gawd! But, no matter what i have to go back to sit for test. DAMN!.. haiz.. i feel so handicapped, first time in my life. So demoralising, but thinking back of the dream yesterday, will kinda boost myself up! Just for a short while, better than none (=.
Just now i nearly slipped and fall right on my knee, luckily & miraclously somehow i managed to recover back in time, if its you dad, thanks (= My only idol image i can burn in my head is my dad, despite the injury & sickness he got, he still wakes up so damn early in the morning, work his life out of it till night. Sometimes can't even stay sobler, i wish i got half of his will power.
For that, i'll give in all during physio to recover asap. Suddenly, i just wanted to go back school. Is it the passion for study coming back? Or was the promise i made back then is urging mi back, hmm. Lyka fantasy world! I think, i'll post my "pig trotter" picture.
The reason why didn't really said that i'm going for this surgery is mainly because i don't really want any extra cares & concern coming, i just want it to be this way. If you don't care a fuck about me, then let it be. I'm still fine on my own, unless i asked for help, don't ever help me. Those who are reading this, please try to understand what i'm trying to do. I need to have a space on my own to handle my own stuff, if not it will really burden me in future.
Besides, i'm a 'guy' or rather a boy to some of you all, but deep down inside, 'I am me', nothing can change me, if you think i'm stubborn or act like one. Please have that image of mi in you, that's because, the only way for you to remember me. If anyone of you have this fucking poor image of someone in your head, just let it be. Don't ever change it, that is how they are, maybe just some day, you came across something identical scene. You'll definately recall that particular someone did that before. Trust me, not thru tv nor drama have i came across this, its just something good you learn just by living.
Frankly speaking, i wanna thanks the 'ah sum' for that few hours yesterday. Ah sum brought
me smiles, and the pain was fairly enough, left me for that awhile. Staring out the window now really bring mi some painful moment, not being able to walk normally these few weeks or rather month, haiz..
Just now i nearly slipped and fall right on my knee, luckily & miraclously somehow i managed to recover back in time, if its you dad, thanks (= My only idol image i can burn in my head is my dad, despite the injury & sickness he got, he still wakes up so damn early in the morning, work his life out of it till night. Sometimes can't even stay sobler, i wish i got half of his will power.
For that, i'll give in all during physio to recover asap. Suddenly, i just wanted to go back school. Is it the passion for study coming back? Or was the promise i made back then is urging mi back, hmm. Lyka fantasy world! I think, i'll post my "pig trotter" picture.
The reason why didn't really said that i'm going for this surgery is mainly because i don't really want any extra cares & concern coming, i just want it to be this way. If you don't care a fuck about me, then let it be. I'm still fine on my own, unless i asked for help, don't ever help me. Those who are reading this, please try to understand what i'm trying to do. I need to have a space on my own to handle my own stuff, if not it will really burden me in future.Besides, i'm a 'guy' or rather a boy to some of you all, but deep down inside, 'I am me', nothing can change me, if you think i'm stubborn or act like one. Please have that image of mi in you, that's because, the only way for you to remember me. If anyone of you have this fucking poor image of someone in your head, just let it be. Don't ever change it, that is how they are, maybe just some day, you came across something identical scene. You'll definately recall that particular someone did that before. Trust me, not thru tv nor drama have i came across this, its just something good you learn just by living.
Frankly speaking, i wanna thanks the 'ah sum' for that few hours yesterday. Ah sum brought
me smiles, and the pain was fairly enough, left me for that awhile. Staring out the window now really bring mi some painful moment, not being able to walk normally these few weeks or rather month, haiz..
what we could have been, Wednesday, August 02, 2006.
arg,.. leg so pain, sigh.. I wanna go back school as soon as possible.. but, so many element obstructing my way. going for physio therapy later, i can feel the fucking stitch there, ouchs!..
Yesterday night dreamt of both of them, haiz.. i wished man. I WANNA GO BACK SCHOOL! I don't wanna miss so many lesson haiz..
Yesterday night dreamt of both of them, haiz.. i wished man. I WANNA GO BACK SCHOOL! I don't wanna miss so many lesson haiz..
what we could have been, Wednesday, August 02, 2006.
