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Sunday, November 27, 2005

so much to say, so lazy to type. I'm missing her that is.. even right now i'm writing this, her presence is dead long gone from my own world. Why can't i let her go? I'm selfish? true...i am. If she was there for me, things will definately be so much different. Solving problems faster, advising mi like her baby. Fuck.. i feel so lost every time. Don't know what to do, seriously. I don't even feel like playing cs anymore, don't feel like eating anymore, don't feel like drinking, don't feel like walking, don't feel like talking, don't even feel like waking up every day feeling so lost... fuck it.

what we could have been, Sunday, November 27, 2005.
Monday, November 14, 2005

Fat, Awan, Alan & me decided to ton at bedok, or rather, relax one cornor(Roc). Took cab down, and it cost me $7.50 + midnight charge! oh my gunis. Guess what, i tot for the first time i am the first one to reach, but Fat was already at 85 there waiting, kns. Called Awan to hurry down his flat then go find Fat. Fiesta started man, all ordered minced pork noodle, one of my flavoured noodle stall. The left side one, actually there's two stall right beside each other, on the left sells with soup, whereas dry on the right but also comes with soup. But most commonly people order from the left for soup based and dry from the right stall.

All except awan ate, think he either had dinner already or non hallal food. Fucking Noodle so little, suddenly i thought to myself, did i grow bigger so noodle become much lesser to my appetite or they cut down the noodle portion?










You all be the judge! This is the stall on the dry, oh i didn't mention we had second round LOL. This is my second bowl, $2 only but take a fucking loook at the noodle, so l-i-t-t-l-e. =( Ah fat wanted to smoke, he ask Awan & me to share money, i was like, pondering whether to smoke or not. Haha, but i think its like, share money buy cigg so no problem. Went to block 98 void deck and slack after eating, we sat there and talked alot of stuff. Cs to friend to girls to problems, lols.





















Awan and Fat are being "pestered" by the cats, then Fat the self proclaimed Elvis, lol. Mao wang! The picture which Awan in, look like he's sodomizing the cat right? lols... Had fun..

Alan went off like 3 in the morning and Awan left at 5 or 6 plus bahz, he got school later on, and freaking wow he ton with us. That left mi and Fat only, sadded. We went 85 to have our breakfast, guess what. NOODLE AGAIN! Suddenly, i freaking got this tension to go back block 96, to regain my old memories. Happy times, happy childhoob days. I waited till sun break out then call mom to confirm what time and where we're meeting to go Hdb Board. Successfully applied for block 34 #04-.... shit i forgot my address! LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! All i can remember is there's a pretty lady there working and i'm gonna get my new computer next year! Alright man! Then we went the Kou Fu to have our breakfast, oh man. I had Japanese food!! yummy, Fuyong simi meal de... Its oyster egg, and i got one very power side dish, soft shell crab. Fucking good meal.

Took train home, had a little rest and i'm up till now playing game. Yin Ning messaged mi earlier just now. I'm tired sleep i need !!!!!!!!!

what we could have been, Monday, November 14, 2005.
Sunday, November 13, 2005

wow, i can't believe that i actually slept for 12 hours! I woke up at 6pm! Didn't blog what happened yesterday! hahaha

Went central for supper with Melvin, Dave and Glenn who went off in a bit.. I ordered Mee Kia dry with chillis, damn i love chillis. But i can still remember how i was afraid of chilli when i was still young lol... Ya, the amount of noodle had in it, really fucking made mi sad. Just like Glenn said, 3 - 4 mouths can finish liao. Guys, don't ever eat the noodle at 443 there. Where it was Mac Donald before, freaking little noodle. Buts, luckily the soup covered it up, it's QUITE nice, i won't say its best but alright lahz... Glenn went off after we finish our food.
Talk tactic and stuffs, Melvin ordered coffee black for me.
While talking tactic..


We talked about dota and team stuffs, lols. Speaking of noodle, i feel like having one! Went home after that, Dave came my place. Played dota with melvin like 2 games, then it was around 4am already! Getting quite sleepy, i went to rest on ma fluffy bed, and slept without knowing it.. That's when i wake up and its freaking 6pm!

Angeline message mi asking if i still wanna go to the movie, you bet! I picked Just Like Heaven as the show we wanted, All About Love only has 1 fucking time slot, 4.30pm? What the fuck GV? One time slot only, is it like the show sucks or what? Before going out, i watch the channel 8 show, got so many xmm dancing, wooo.. lol end up being late =X Took cab to century, went to Century Square's Haagen Daze to look for her. Damn, she was standing behind me and i didn't know. Cool. i ordered a Panna Cotta & raspberry and strawberry with chocolate fudge and strawberry topping, she had 3 scoupe, i only can remember tiramisu. Headed for our movie after finishing our ice cream, got no idea why is Haagen Daze's icecream that expensive! phew... Saw a girl from my school working there. Bought water and she lined up for the tickets, i really fucking regretted not going to the toilet before show, half way thru the show, i starting to feel so much urge to go toilet and leak it! lol.... but hey, the show is fucking nice. It's all about, .... not gonna tell it! Go watch it yourself, its touching!

Took cab back just now, think its usual for her to take cab bahz lol.... Cook noodle just now, now i'm having a bad tummy ache, shit. Gonna play source with Melvin now


what we could have been, Sunday, November 13, 2005.
Friday, November 11, 2005

reach camp at around 9.30, waited in medical center till 11+ then my turn to see the MO to endorse the stupid mc. Then went back to office, successfully convinced Seng An to have lunch with me at canteen, on favour one soya bean drink on me! CHET!

Replied Vanessa quite late and she asked if i'm really sincered. Oh, that really got mi upset. I replied something bad. "Is that how you talk to your customer?". She called mi right after that, damn... Her "hehe" "haha" sounds so cute, and we're fine. Fucked, she say meet up at City Hall at 1pm. Fucking finally after waiting so long for bus, oh. The bus outside my camp is fucking stupid slow, No. 10 & 14. Really damn incovinent for alot of people, under such freaking hot sun thou is a sheltered bus stop but its so humid can? Finally 14 came after 10 went off like 10 minute ago, got in the train and Vanessa message mi saying her has reach there already, and i was like, "oh... that's pretty early." I nearly replied, "wow, that's early, i'm still at Tarah Merah" Luckily i didn't, why? I take a look at the time and it was fucking 12:55pm. WTF? So i reply "You find a place for you to sit first, i'll be there shortly." Oh my freaking balls, i'm late.

Finally reach city hall, call her and ask where she is. And fuck myself, i heard Coffee Shop or Coffee house as Singapore speed post, like wtf? Big difference! i walked and walked, i even walked pass her i think. Till i reach Nooch, the noodle bar, i text her asking what shop are beside the place she is. "Bread talk and Coffee shop, he he" Oh my, i'm late for like 37 mins and she still can HEHE?!?!?!?!? hahaha, cute lady. I quickly detoured back there, and i call her. Oh damn, she's the one who took a survey like last year. Still so pretty and cute, but she changed her phone. She said i look kinda familiar, hahah.. that's like long ago man. Treat her cup of milo, typical cute girl's drink? lol.

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Went raffles link with her, i bought some stuff from "The Body Shop" Gift Box Oceanus Large and a Passion Fruit aroma, which i freaking bought wrong flavour! Let mi recommand this flavour guys and girls, Fruity Violet. Its nice! really man... must try, die die. Told her i got the member card for The Body Shop™. She like what the fuck, how come you got! Thou she didn't say wtf but her impression like, wah this boy. Lol, asked if she's gonna buy something i can lend her my car, she say she might wanna buy something.







Left To Right: Bath Lily, Body Lotion, Shower Gel, Oceanus Soap & Body Mist

Fruity Violet!

Passion Fruit

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Took train back home after that, think i saw Chong Yue. But i ignore him as i don't really know him and he was talking to his friend. Vanessa text mi a bit later saying her pleasure meeting mi and stuff, actually, it was my pleasure too! hahah, she's kinda cute. Watch bleach episode 57, can find the anime http://www.bleachportal.net on my Nokia 7610. Literally thru out my whole journey to Pasir Ris and just nice ending. Was thinking of chatting with her on msn if she has one so i text her asking if she has, ohh sucks. She doesn't =( haha...

Went to shit earlier on, and fucking bloody pool! Bleed so much, guess my intestine not really that well. I should have taken a picture down, damn disgusting. Had a refreshing shower using the Satsuma shower gel, a free gift from The Body Shop™. I smell so nice! Applied some of the Oceanus body lotion, and i fucking smell like a divine milk! lol, sian.. Gotta reach aljunied by 7pm.

Will take all the crappy shot using my 7610 later on at Geylang during meeting! Woo Hooo!

Oh, i just remembered something that got mi quite upset on the train to City Hall earlier on. Saw a girl who looked like CL aboard, back view, hair, hair color and height. I straight away sms her, was hoping that she was "her". Fucking remind of those days where we sat near where she was standing from, we gave our seats to some olderly.. Awww, miss her. Lol, not bad being a friend i think, but, kinda sucks on the contacting. =( COMMUNICATION BREAK DOWN! HOLY SHIT


what we could have been, Friday, November 11, 2005.
Thursday, November 10, 2005

Had like 2 hours of rest earlier just now till 10am, and woke up by my ah ma's and dave's voice hahah, went to shower then off i go to see doctor before going back camp. Just wanna have more rest before i start work, i bet they don't believe SIGH... no wonder call mi back to endorse mc, so troublesome and irritating.

Dave called just now say he's coming, should i wait? Bought my Subaru Imprezza Wrx 2 door VI version ! woooooo, first time fixing up a model car. Hard on me eh, haha.. Oh OH! i went to my second facial treatment today! Luckily the plucking or pinching shit doesn't hurts as much as the first session, wah lao eh. Can still remember the pain, so ... ****. Quite happy today, bought what i wanted, car model and 256 MMC card for my phone! Gonna download so much movie and upload in it.. hahah

Tomorrow gonna be one super tight schedule day for me, endorse mc then call Vanessa meet her. Might be going to the movie with Angeline if she doesn't have to attend the wine fair or something. ha Ha, better than staying home which i had like for 4 days? =( Staring at my monitor morning to night.

Tomorrow there'll be some peeps coming over to my house and take picture, think it's for advertising this house from what i heard from mom, cool? should i lay naked on my bed lol!

Suddenly i feel that life is like place a bet or gamble. Firstly, born out, raised by parents. Thanks them for creating you, study and study, hoping we won't learn bad things. Then grow up, adult age, work and work, get married. Give monthly allowance to parent, support family. Quarrel with wife, give birth. Raise baby up, thanks baby for bringing happiness, support baby education, hoping baby won't learn bad things. Wait for baby to become adult, work and wait for monthly allowance. If baby or us turn wrong path during study period, that's it.. lose big time! don't ya thing so ?

what we could have been, Thursday, November 10, 2005.
Wednesday, November 09, 2005

arg, doctor say my shoulder muscle might be torn ! No wonder the pain is so ****. Neck still not recovered yet, sigh... Been on Mc from monday till tomorrow. Wonder if i can get off on next monday to see the new flat a not.

The medicine he gave is so drowsy! not one, not two but all three of them will cause drowsy, and been sleeping late this few days... and is like... i can't even hear my phone ring or alarm went off! haha lyka pig, true..............

so freakin boring, this coming saturday no training again ! =( hopefully next saturday can lohz.. ah boh i really sian liao...

what we could have been, Wednesday, November 09, 2005.
Sunday, November 06, 2005

Weird dream?.... It all started back in some area, whereby everyone was given orders to prawl or sentry a area, i was send to prawl this area with JT. Didn't really had a good start up, we didn't talk much, till we're on our way back. I noticed something indiffrent at some statue, then some don't-know-what-in-the-hell thing tried to run away, yes can predict... mi and JT had one hella chase, then i can't remember much from here..

Then we all settle back in some campus i think, near a stage. A hall i assume bahz..., had some mini celebration there... all good stuffs and happy things till JT's mom asked me, "if i had a brother just like me, he would suit JT good". And i just stared into JT's eye blanky, like i was telling her... i want to be the one, i can be the one, despite the gap of our age. Just when the pringles was bought up, i just snatched one and went to the backstage, saw a bench and i laied there.. scoop one big bulk of pringles and crunch on it... just then she open the back stage door, she saw mi and she left with a, like so angry. I wasn't sure of what happened to her because, then one who's angry and sad should be me. I gave a chase down stage, she hecked me... i was like, its okay. She doesn't understand me, i board up the van. She came up last and sat behind me.

We're on our way back, to my old house at bedok i don't know why.. That's the time i notice my fist kept bleeding, from down the wrist, small spot of blood is filling up my hand. I use tissue to wipe the blood, but the one beside mi was so panick that he kept asking mi what happen and he told everyone.. just then the one sitting beside JT also notice that she's bleeding too. I had no idea why didn't i want to get a new piece of tissue for her, instead i just use the one i'm using, i open a clean part and wanted to clean up her wound. She brush off her hand off me. 5 minute later we got down, when were just about to go off with the rest without her. She stood on a stage with some dancer and lightings, she sang one chinese song...

And i don't know why i was so attracted to it, and it feels like she's singing for me. Then i remember the song is a duet, so i ran up the stage grab a mic and i sang with her.. The feeling was so strong, we even danced. Flipped her around her stomach a 180, and we end up together. Earlier was just a trick to trick everyone, becuase we were lovers in the first place, what a weird dream! lol..

Gonna try out suikoden online... buhbai !

what we could have been, Sunday, November 06, 2005.
Friday, November 04, 2005

so many things happened ! just like the dream yesterday, so weird.. creepy stuff too ! most importantly, i dreamt of my dad.

went to my new flat to take a look yesterday, damn it's so small ! can hardly squeeze in a party load. lols.. but good thing, mom maybe getting 3 air con, her room, mine and living room. Woots !? shiok, hahaha.. and market, food, 7-11 is so freaking near. don't know what to bring over by then... so many stuff lols... hopefully ps3 will be out and price reasonable! hahaha, prays !

what we could have been, Friday, November 04, 2005.

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