Monday, September 15, 2008
was he wrong trying to change her to someone better for her own good? why didn't he change her heart which belongs to him forever.
he knows he once asked her to move on if she see anyone else better along the way, because he know she will not but this is the only way he could get assurance from her. Because he find it harder to say, 'baby, you won't leave me right? You'll love me forever till old, till we have white hairs on top of our head as we stroll along the beach in the morning'. JUST BECAUSE HE IS NOT THE EXPRESSIVE TYPE TO DO SO AND HE FIND IT SO MUSHY, that's why he didn't.
seeing her change days over days, hurt him throughly. she told him, he had changed but he did not, the one who changed was her. He was still the one she love and the one that loves her. He knows she's still the one he loves, and, maybe she still know, that, he's the one she love.
i was once told, that you love the way i am and do not ever change at all. i do not wish to put up any fake acts along the days we had because i'm afraid that you might question yourself, 'how exactly is he like?'.
We been thru so much ups and downs, just because i want to make our relationship stronger after each wave. I even wanted us to go ROM soon once we settle down on your side.
Marriage isn't something to joke around about. So is relationship before marriage.
1 year plus is just so short lived, our first anniversary, which was the first and the last. Your birthday celebration i had for you last year and my birthday was the first and the last too. I told you before, that i will make up your birthday celebration for last year when you had to rush for time.
I think of the days we had when i'm alone, i think of the love we had when i'm lost. But, I just can't help to think that, we can't be loved by each any more. Baby, I admit i've made a mistake, i'm sorry for the way of loving from me couldn't reach to you fast enough for you to realize.
Remember the human course? Remember our Luge-Ride? Remember our first movie, transformer? Remember the way you love snaping picture of me & you in my room secretly?
You say i don't express out myself, because this is me. But for you, just you. I'm changing for the better, like how i always told you to change to the better to keep our lovin' go stronger!
I LOVE YOU, BABY [=
he knows he once asked her to move on if she see anyone else better along the way, because he know she will not but this is the only way he could get assurance from her. Because he find it harder to say, 'baby, you won't leave me right? You'll love me forever till old, till we have white hairs on top of our head as we stroll along the beach in the morning'. JUST BECAUSE HE IS NOT THE EXPRESSIVE TYPE TO DO SO AND HE FIND IT SO MUSHY, that's why he didn't.
seeing her change days over days, hurt him throughly. she told him, he had changed but he did not, the one who changed was her. He was still the one she love and the one that loves her. He knows she's still the one he loves, and, maybe she still know, that, he's the one she love.
i was once told, that you love the way i am and do not ever change at all. i do not wish to put up any fake acts along the days we had because i'm afraid that you might question yourself, 'how exactly is he like?'.
We been thru so much ups and downs, just because i want to make our relationship stronger after each wave. I even wanted us to go ROM soon once we settle down on your side.
Marriage isn't something to joke around about. So is relationship before marriage.
1 year plus is just so short lived, our first anniversary, which was the first and the last. Your birthday celebration i had for you last year and my birthday was the first and the last too. I told you before, that i will make up your birthday celebration for last year when you had to rush for time.
I think of the days we had when i'm alone, i think of the love we had when i'm lost. But, I just can't help to think that, we can't be loved by each any more. Baby, I admit i've made a mistake, i'm sorry for the way of loving from me couldn't reach to you fast enough for you to realize.
Remember the human course? Remember our Luge-Ride? Remember our first movie, transformer? Remember the way you love snaping picture of me & you in my room secretly?
You say i don't express out myself, because this is me. But for you, just you. I'm changing for the better, like how i always told you to change to the better to keep our lovin' go stronger!
I LOVE YOU, BABY [=
what we could have been, Monday, September 15, 2008.
