Monday, April 02, 2007

what should i do? Or rather... you people tell mi what do you all want mi to do, no matter its wrong or right i'll just get all the scoldings, pin pointing, blames or even getting looked down upon.

What the fuck is wrong with you people? Fucking too free izzit?

Just let mi be who i am okay? I know how to defer from wrong to right and bad from good.. You and i are different. I'm not those who are so AFRAID that they would not wake up from that sleep. I dare to say i'm special, be open. Life is a circular formulae, you life you die and then you regenerate again and life. I would rather die from sleeping, thou it sounds abit childish and kiddo to say this at my age but i just wanna say, i'm different from others. i'm SPECIAL, in a way. In such a way how i treat things, treat people & treat myself.

I might not be rich nor handsome nor hulky nor clever, but i'm trying to live my life to the fullest but there's always this few 'obsticle' stopping mi, trying to change mi but the more it try the more failure it will get.

arg... FUCK IT

Hope i can migrate somewhere alone, maybe find my little Freda looking after her as her guardian also better then staying in here. Geez.

what we could have been, Monday, April 02, 2007.