Wednesday, December 06, 2006
Yesterday was our last match for open club.. great atmosphere, great game. I think i played quite lao lan too, hahah... sian, no more match le. But that's good in some way, i can rest my knee, think i'm giving too much pressure to both my knees le.. having some problem sitting or standing up now, but there's no way this gonan stop mi from continue playing MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA I'M CRAZY.
Went Teo heng with ziming for karaoke session cum celebrate jy's pop along with dave too.. sang till 1 then he drove mi back. freaking tired siahz, today morning also had the feeling of not going to school. Well, frankly speaking since when i had the feeling of going school... i'm all alone. Too cab to school, the driver mistaken street 22 as 32.. so i reach school like 5 min late for paper. But i can't find the class fucking hell... went up and down, up and down, killing my knee to climb the fucking stairs but can't find my class. BORING!
Come to think of it, tomorrow's my practical exam. Seriously, i didn't even prepared anything for it. I don't even feel like going. haiz..what dawn said quite right also, haven't i been forcing myself to school when i don't even wanna study, it must have been very hard on me. True, its super super duper duper triple triple hard for me. But i tried to struggle on but it seems the harder i struggle the more i feel like giving up.
How i wish a hand should just grab mi from the darkness or whatever state i am in now and guide me. Will i breakdown?
Went Teo heng with ziming for karaoke session cum celebrate jy's pop along with dave too.. sang till 1 then he drove mi back. freaking tired siahz, today morning also had the feeling of not going to school. Well, frankly speaking since when i had the feeling of going school... i'm all alone. Too cab to school, the driver mistaken street 22 as 32.. so i reach school like 5 min late for paper. But i can't find the class fucking hell... went up and down, up and down, killing my knee to climb the fucking stairs but can't find my class. BORING!
Come to think of it, tomorrow's my practical exam. Seriously, i didn't even prepared anything for it. I don't even feel like going. haiz..what dawn said quite right also, haven't i been forcing myself to school when i don't even wanna study, it must have been very hard on me. True, its super super duper duper triple triple hard for me. But i tried to struggle on but it seems the harder i struggle the more i feel like giving up.
How i wish a hand should just grab mi from the darkness or whatever state i am in now and guide me. Will i breakdown?
what we could have been, Wednesday, December 06, 2006.
