dreamt of it again, (=.. somehow, i find that. Its enough for mi already, just like that. I don't want more of it, just like that is more than enough for me. Unlike others said, i'd rather stay like this. Cause i know of my capability, cannot means cannot.
There's 2 type of person in this world for me, one is able to give you what you want. Which means, you can actually see it, touch it, smell it or even taste it. The other one is only let you feel like it, maybe visible but not to your touch. A fairy tale like one. Agree? hahahah
Yesterday asked mom to buy some cake back, suddenly just got craving for cake! She bought chocolate fudge, die lahz, this is so fattening. I tot she'll buy those fruit cakes.
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When i woke up just now, got the urge to go toilet and ease myself, then miracle happened! I tried 'walking' to toilet, YES I DID IT! but, not really full foot on ground, just quick steps. arg, pain )=..
what we could have been, Saturday, August 05, 2006.