Seriously, after so long. I'm actually still thinking of Cynthia, actually.. i don't see if there's any wrong by saying out her name. Its my blog, my keyboard and my say, i don't give a fuck. All i do is, knowing that she can be never back to my side again. Few days back, my mom told mi that she went to read my life, and say i'll be with my ex gf again, the first ex gf. Which i think is her, because she's the first my gf my mom had ever seen... But, i don't really believe in it. Cause i know its all fake!!!!
what we could have been, Friday, December 16, 2005.