Sunday, November 27, 2005
so much to say, so lazy to type. I'm missing her that is.. even right now i'm writing this, her presence is dead long gone from my own world. Why can't i let her go? I'm selfish? true...i am. If she was there for me, things will definately be so much different. Solving problems faster, advising mi like her baby. Fuck.. i feel so lost every time. Don't know what to do, seriously. I don't even feel like playing cs anymore, don't feel like eating anymore, don't feel like drinking, don't feel like walking, don't feel like talking, don't even feel like waking up every day feeling so lost... fuck it.
what we could have been, Sunday, November 27, 2005.
