Weird dream?.... It all started back in some area, whereby everyone was given orders to prawl or sentry a area, i was send to prawl this area with JT. Didn't really had a good start up, we didn't talk much, till we're on our way back. I noticed something indiffrent at some statue, then some don't-know-what-in-the-hell thing tried to run away, yes can predict... mi and JT had one hella chase, then i can't remember much from here.. Then we all settle back in some campus i think, near a stage. A hall i assume bahz..., had some mini celebration there... all good stuffs and happy things till JT's mom asked me, "if i had a brother just like me, he would suit JT good". And i just stared into JT's eye blanky, like i was telling her... i want to be the one, i can be the one, despite the gap of our age. Just when the pringles was bought up, i just snatched one and went to the backstage, saw a bench and i laied there.. scoop one big bulk of pringles and crunch on it... just then she open the back stage door, she saw mi and she left with a, like so angry. I wasn't sure of what happened to her because, then one who's angry and sad should be me. I gave a chase down stage, she hecked me... i was like, its okay. She doesn't understand me, i board up the van. She came up last and sat behind me. We're on our way back, to my old house at bedok i don't know why.. That's the time i notice my fist kept bleeding, from down the wrist, small spot of blood is filling up my hand. I use tissue to wipe the blood, but the one beside mi was so panick that he kept asking mi what happen and he told everyone.. just then the one sitting beside JT also notice that she's bleeding too. I had no idea why didn't i want to get a new piece of tissue for her, instead i just use the one i'm using, i open a clean part and wanted to clean up her wound. She brush off her hand off me. 5 minute later we got down, when were just about to go off with the rest without her. She stood on a stage with some dancer and lightings, she sang one chinese song... And i don't know why i was so attracted to it, and it feels like she's singing for me. Then i remember the song is a duet, so i ran up the stage grab a mic and i sang with her.. The feeling was so strong, we even danced. Flipped her around her stomach a 180, and we end up together. Earlier was just a trick to trick everyone, becuase we were lovers in the first place, what a weird dream! lol..Gonna try out suikoden online... buhbai !
what we could have been, Sunday, November 06, 2005.